You know, I shouldn't have a broken heart.

I hardly even know you beyond your name,

but something in your action completly broke me.

It's not like they were selfish.

You needed some time alone, some time to get away.

I can understand this completly, I need it too.

For some reason I feel that you've abandoned me for good.

Sure you're going to be home in a week,

But damn, it seems that you've already been gone that long, even if it's only been a few hours, and that you'll never be back.

My heart feels so broken right now,

I wish I could be there with you.

Make your trip so much more enjoyable.



I've been broken over things so much more serious than this, but damn this hurts.

I feel so alone, so misused, and so abused.

My soul has slightly been bruised.

I'm truly not trying to rhyme, but the words, they aren't flowing like they should.

Everything has just gotten turned upside-down.

I think I'll just go to bed and cry,

Cry over frivilous things.

Things that I could fix in no time.



I thought I'd come back and fix up this poem.

You just got home and made me feel worse.

My broken heart, that used to be in two large pieces is now shattered into a million more.

So you have a girlfriend, so what?

Why should I care?

I shouldn't. It's not like I'm there to take care of you;

To love you, cherish you, be completly yours.

But I do care. I care with all my soul.

It hurts me so much, but I shall not say a word.

I have no right to try and shatter your happiness.

The happiness that you've waited so long to feel.

It's your life, you are an adult, you have to live your own life.



I know my heart will be mended, but I'm sad to say that you wont be the arms to heal me once again.

And right now I don't know if I ever want to 'feel' your arms around me again.

And I have no right to tell you that....

Well that I love you,

And as I type this out...there are tears flowing down my face.

No one is here to wipe them away,

But I do not complain,

That is where I want them to stay,

For they are the only love I have.